tot today drama at 10... but it is at 9....
lucky reached at 9.10
got drama shirt...

then drama felt shitty.
lets face it, we are down with like a month.
anjana asked whther can we make it....
conventional ans: yes.
seriously, if she finalise stuff, dun chane it again and again..... one month can make it......

today she changed the fight scene again.... so she split the fight scene into two..... part one abt fighting pose, part two is the human chain fight thingy.. one person move at a time..... then later must combine a human meat ball and then original scene.....

seriously..... erm..... human mind horh, sometimes is not 1+1=2. therefore take time to like erm.... serious lah.... if our actions not clean, it is forgiven.... if train after sometime, still like shit, then student fault lah...... if one day train and expect reproduce may stuff with a merge.... a bit hard...... the reason why the pair at the centre can do well, cuz they rehearsed, they are fight buddy in the play, but anjana wants the random grp of ppl langa together.. then at certain time split...... and freeze and within new grp do fight scene..... serious need time to adapt......

why today we suck..... cuz u chane new stuff wat... then wat u expect?
then later this part of her style i dun really like.... maybe it has to do with experience......

wu lao shi.... she did the play with something in mind already.... but anjana dun really have.... from the way she said it...... idk..... a bit wavering faith.....

good thing abt both t'cher is she used the student respective strength to their advantage....

wu lao shi is like feed us her idea, her ground basic idea... then if u happy,nutty..... u add on, so further improve it.

anjana style is let u see something abstract, do exercise.... sometimes explain meaning of exercise, expect u to see what she meant and then act out naturally and add on........

apparently ppl got different thinking, and not everyone can infer correctly.... so a bit screwed lah...... then expectation different.... ppl think acting this way is good.... but anjana may think it is wrong..... maybe a little more guidance is better lah.....

seriously.... who wanna change this play...... if really cannot work out, i really want her change the play......lets quote her "one more week.... one more week..."

pray... amitahbah....

wwt i must learn to be tolerant....... lets quote SP: "tolerant yes...... put up with, but not agree with it..... tolerant but not stupid!"

so if i deem something is dumb then.... yar lah.... not gonna be tolerant....

sleep