CONFESSIONS: i had not been really clear/awake for the past month or so.... n worst of all, i did someting stupid... crap crap crap crap..... arh. up-there, if u really exist, help me unsolve the prob i created....

1. i should nvr became that person love guru / when my own prob aint solved yet.
2. being mentally crippled, i need to type it all out otherwise i'll suffer from mental breakdown. hence i shall start my case proper....

my patient managed met a GMAC. like her.... then overbugged her... cause of work, the working party can't answer sms... hence creating the feeling of being dao-ed and the patient became mentally unease. then the overbugging happens....

GLAC hates to be ignored.... then wanna say sorry for irritating the GMAC.

this is a fast version of my case..... learn lorh.... the cramped into 17 days version. then gave me new insights to wat to do.

1. i shall not totally cut contact with her.
2. i shall just keep it to a very brief surface goodnite.... and not expect ans.
3. wait lorh..... :D
4. dun be so unease at first lah. a bit very the not understanding that she is busy...

this is like a drug addiction. the starvation period... no drug.

totally no contact is like i totally dun care abt u le. i dun want that to happen. the few events where my 良心过不去....

wats the point of acting tough when u cannot act le?

general trend...
1. get distant.
2. mass bug ppl
3. act tough
4. say sorry.
5. act tought again / let time pass lorh. see wat happens.
6. results.

the anti-depressant song.... lalalala i'm a audio person...
very very nice tune.


If our love was a fairytale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
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You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you give me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless
Breathless

sleep.