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2009 le....

GOD DAMN IT! [eric cartman]

sian ah... start 2009 with some bad memories... hmk undone.... ah....how "happy" can 2009 get?
first post for 2009...

-changing hp on 11 march. w980 sony eric
-the shop house deal go smoothly
-good o lvl results...
-somethings a re meant to be that way for a long time...so just lived with it, get used to it then.
-get lucky... dun die.... avoid cars....and killer litters...

now i'm like watching a rerun of something that happened on the olympics...08
this time the show runs for more then 3 months plus...show still running. -[tats long]
the protagonist still crying over it - [made me felt that i recover too fast or heartless by nature]
the comforter is straight forward - [god i did not have one... why ah?]

for one brief moment... i must go check on how "heartless" i can be....

i got do charity k... try to make ppl feel better, at the cost of myself feeling worst... that is considered charity/random acts of kindness. so dun argue over this kindness thingy within me.

only kah jun / fabian sent the happy new year sms. [thanks]

nice way to start 2009. the emo-est new year i ever celebrated..

retribution lah.... so live with it lor...

to certain ppl...:
jia you... i tried to teach u indepedance, but shouldn't do it then... dun regret anything.

the pressure is still building up within u...so when are u going to give in and drop dead?
-not now..