k. eco no good. so my dad career can be considered on the rocks, till dec. army retrenching ppl... then announce golden handshake or not.... die lor. so mum cannot work.... then no income.... if dad find new job, then the car will have to go. then the income divide two.... lesser. then, at his age, hard to find job....

taxi is tough luck.

now can only depend on luck... shit. or the UPSTAIRS mangment.

suckiest part is that his acting very good. he can hide things very well. esp from my mum.

so to safe guard, is to go to more courses, the army provide, reduce risk of being fired. then the car will not be driven by anyone. last time, when dad oversea, got neighbour here, help drive car, fetch me and her daughter to sch, now the neighbour left liao. shit.

the car go to that stupid fucking uncle. hmmm he will take the car and the family for a spin, waste all the fuel, car park coupon, dirty the car.... whatever come back is shitty. i so wished that he was dead. prob is that dad is around, got controlled limit. grandma, got weak body.... if.... one day, when grand ma go. then he dare do anything cheapskate.... i will so come out and give him a piece of my mind. i pity his daughter.... yes, they are my cousin... so.... too bad. cuz that is his only weakness. i don't care if you hated me. i want you to die. funeral crasher.... that's a nice job.
this is my childhood. so get use to it. this is what u get when ur parents give you access to the info of the bad things your relatives had done. chi new year... very put on an act.

relative are not very the helpful during those times. money is sensitive. money.... this is mine, and who are you? i don't know you... get lost.

prepare for rainy days... mentally prepared. who needs so much stuff to live?


k.... did bio spa, data logger. got accidents... k.... then zhi min went "sorry lao pa, don't blame me.... sorry x???" if i am angry, i would not be able to think of ways to joke around, make you feel not that good. long time nvr very very angry liao. so the blood pressure was rather low...
a lot is need to piss me off badly. when i'm still laughing, smilling, this meant it hardly got to me...
wait till i stop smilling.... hoho then you are screwed.

grief... my hair nvr turn white... so this means that i can still take this kind of news.... the last time something happened, one hair turn white.... shit.

ce lesson... got something on sex.... then sometimes, every bad things... hey, my name is there.... who put one huh..... then.... with regards to this one night stands.... hmm.... i won't even touch you, till you say so, so.... relax... acting like those paedophile is easy... few standard "stage lines" should do the job.

spec, are like a cover, when anything very bad happen, keep the specs. that is when u use ur brains... emo are not very useful during these times.

die ah... exams closer everyday.