ernest... the big boey... big big boey... very big... yup.. very big. outta stop, sit back and observe sometime... ur dream to be a game programmer... big. my dream... live the next 60 years nicely. that's enough. then last 5 years, is mostly on bed. there was one period of time i was slightly like ernest... so? it's over.. move on. how long do you want to be stuck at that thinking. that so called age.? you disgust me. the period where ones voice his or her views, hoping to gain acceptance. ha. wait long long. ernest and khuang... why they are buddies... simple ans: their mindset is the same. a simple as that... they continue to joke abt stuff. rub in the sad part. me leh, is to rub in when you are mad, angry. you can be sad then to be angry for a long period of time. making someone madder is ok. perfectly ok to me. any one with a normal level of glucose and mitochondria, and be angry for not very long time. when it dissolve away, which is quicker than being sad, it is finished. and you are normal again. cher perng is the type of ppl that is slightly more similar with comparison to me. the only big difference is he have more secrets. and more generous personality. stand at a point and observe what happen first... then you act. and when it comes to observing... observe very long. very very long. the words one say. have a specific meaning... cherp more specialised in body language... his sis doing that topic... lucky guy.

that is the obvious reason why that on that day where the date is a repeative of zero and eights... why call cherp? the only friends that are outdoor near bishan is cherp, khuang and ernest, and zeke and zheng feng. bear and boey... forget it. zeke not much help. zheng feng, wait long long. so cherp lah... abou 99% of the stuff need a reason to do it, otherwise, no point doing it. what are you expecteing? charity huh? you support charity, then why don't you go do all the maunal work at NKF building or something... wash all the shit out of the toilet.

now is very the relax... very peaceful mind... very peaceful. doing things slighly faster than usual. tmr got Service Learning project, go paint walls or something... anyone bring chips... tell me k? i'll eat some of them.... maybe more than some.... how about giving me the whole packet for free huh? it's an ideal trade.

bio got this line call parasitic. yar. normal time i'm a parasitic friend. saying lend me foolscape is nicer... but is it a lent, or a give? this also the same for stapler, pens, eraser, and many other stuff. symbiolic should meant one party gain the other party: nothing happens like that if in a good mood. mutual.... yar... observe first then decide k? everything is always at a pending state... "see first" then act. like that won't have much mistake in the choice mah.

CE lesson reminded me of something. without acting, not the appearance, but how is a person like deep down inside. the pure ppl have pure friends. the corupt one have corrupt friends. the pure one have corrupt friends who don't show the corrupt side... good for that pure person, but if showed, then the chances of being corrupted.... will be there, but depend on the choice of one... good grief ... at age 17... still pure... and sitting next to me... haha. pity her ears, especially when there is a new joke... cherp? nah, he is no longer pure. he knows much. ps note that pure meaning innocent in terms of RA stuff and other NON-RA stuff. want to have a person who is still pure at age 15? got. call ow jun ying from my tuition. he is still like a pri 3 kid. he will go extra happy by lame stuff.